Tired!!!

I am tired! I am tired of everything!!! Why can I be happy? All I want is someone to care for me! Is that too hard to ask?? Don’t get me wrong I am very happy with Tony but I don’t know some time I want more from him but I don’t know he could give it to me. I am tired of just going out to a bar or club with him or spend all the time in his room! I want to go out; I want to have our first date! Hmm I don’t ask for much… or do I? No I don’t!!! This is why I don’t date anyone! I have to be truth to myself and realize that I will never going to end up with some one. I will die alone… nothing new there..