Grandpa

I feel like this day wasn’t going to end… just when I thought everything was going to be fine we get a call from my grandma (from my dad side of the family) with bad news. My grandpa just passed away.. I really didn’t know what to say or do, I couldn’t even cry… I cant cry for the dead anymore I don’t even remember crying for someone that passed away in my family. Is not that I don’t cared I just cant. My dad was really freaking me out, I didn’t know what to say to him.. It looks like he couldn’t even talk or do anything.. I been really quite all day, I been trying to kip myself busy so I don’t have to think about my grandpa. He was a great man, full of life always caring for others and helping as much as he can. I will always go to remember him..

I want to thanks everyone for being there for me, it really means a lot to me. A big thanks to Julio for checking up on me every min and trying to keep me smiling, it really means a lot! As well as for Tony for being there even if he sick he would still check up on me and last Angie thanks for being there it really means a lot I love you freak!