Monday

It didn’t feel like a Monday today, everything felt so weird I was  looking at my phone every few min just to see if today was Monday and I wasn’t going crazy. I been drinking lots of water lately and been going to pee a lot hahaha I had a really good morning today really relaxing and lots off fun. Went to school to turn some papers for fall, cant believe time went so far. It crazy how time fly when you are with someone, everything feel so normal…been listening to Spanish music lately at night and wow! Really good songs and new artiest that I haven’t heard. I think I need new music because I am tired of the same music…. Buffy is back to the first episode, this could never get old! I am a big fan! Lately I been feeling weird like if I was high or something everything feel like is moving or feel like there’s an earthquake every few mins.

My mom is not stupid so she knows when something wrong with me but she only knows that because when I stop eating for a while she knows something is wrong because I do love to eat a lot!! I love food so when I stop she gets worry. I really didn’t told her much but she just told  me that “ that things happen for a reason and if it was meant  to be, it was meant to be and if it not then it wasn’t.” (but all in Spanish) I was being strong at the moment…..  And it is true only time will know….